Saturday, December 10, 2011

Sad but true




I ain't gonna stop until I'm done, I ain't gonna quit until I've won. Now baby don't you stop it, stop it. Oh yeah now I'm feeling to dance. Ohhh lalalalalala. What to do now, went to Pasar Payang with mom dad granny and grandpa :D That was hectic okay ! You never know. Had to carry all the plastic bags (y) and suddenly my third brother, Ami popped out of my head. Hahaha yes I was insane. Indeed I was. What was I thinking? He always steals my things without even telling me first. And asks me to buy a new one. Banyak duit I? Huehue. But naaah, nasib baik comel so I dont mind :D Usually it was us who have to carry the plastic bags whenever we go to pasar payang. That's why I remembered him -.- Soyeahh, Ami I really need you here for at least two weeks. Dang I could rot liddis.

I was enjoying my time with family and atuk. You know what, yesterday my grandpa masuk ladies HAHAHAHA that was hilarious okay. I laughed my lungs out ! Serious gopoh gopoh dia masuk Krhkrh. Well ya emergency kan, what to do :B But then as we arrived home, I was like okay I WANA GO BACK TO BANGI !! Urgh. So not fun. Here, my relatives semua duduk jauh. I don't have a worth place to go. I spent my evening laying on bed and go online. And to make it worst, internet line is fucking damn slow -.- URGHH. I have my bb, online online and battery mogok. I don't know period kot. Cepat gila battery habis and credits some more. So here I am typing :O Life after Spm is not as interesting as it seems. You need to plan wisely with the people you want them to get involved.

My life doesn't always look exactly like I want it to. I tend to go through ups and downs, like most people. I used to be obsessed with being perfect. Ya know, wanted to be the best at something. I was constantly dissatisfied and disappointed in myself. But becoming great never felt as good as I imagined it would because that isn't the reason I'm living. I now look at the things I do as opportunities to get better from one day to the next. That's what I call as happiness ! Yeah man. So live your life to its fullest ! Happiness is everywhere. Just go and find it. I'll pray you will find one :)